Tonight.

Tonight I will not do my history homework. Because tonight it does not need to be done. It needed to be done on Sunday night, so I can rest well and know that I am not missing anything for tomorrow today. Also, I just needed to write. I haven't in a long time, and that just isn't good. It's liberating to write your thoughts, you know. Quite liberating indeed. Which brings me, not directly, but because I want it to, to a sad fact.
I miss my friends. While this fact on its own may not be sad, it makes me feel sad. I have not seen my friends since Sunday. That is only two days. Yet I miss them quite a lot. Also I miss the Belleques. I have not seen them for much longer than two days. It has been weeks, in fact. And that is just too long to have not seen your best friends of the same gender. Hmm. I must arrange a trip to see those ones.
So I have decided to be nicer. Because a lot of the time, I'm a jerk. Not because I actually have mean thoughts...I generally don't. I'm just a butthead sometimes. I don't know why. Also swearing is a bad habit, and a combination of orange, lemon, and pear juice is an explosion that everyone should try at least once before they die. I like to listen to music. Music of all sorts. And I am excited for the Family Force 5 concert on the 3rd of October. I want to go to it. And I am going to it. I am just excited for it.
If ever there was anything I wanted right now, it was to talk to one of three people in person and at length. It doesn't really matter which one. I just want to have a serious or somewhat deepish conversation with someone. I dunno why, but I feel like I'm carrying something heavy around. I can't think of what it is though. Maybe it's just a thought. Hmm. We'll see.